Stealthy in the gloom he would say
while he looks my way...
the noise and cracks of a silent room
has a way to fight back in late June
that is where he keeps me holding me  
In every step an inch to free life before me
Every inch a step to new strife for hope  
For a new life
Fear, regret, anticipation of a nightmare  
that will never go away
throbbing pulsing, circulation of a nasty  
the painful scream that runs in my heart
the window’s high,
the glass is thick how  
could life not pass me by
oh how at times  
I wish for death
Someone is hearing in the room with me  
Aging with me from life  
There is no way of coming back to life  
I once achieved
Too late for me who would ever believe  
An escape will I ever be free  
Where is the key to the staircase gate  
kneel down, make out to pray
this cold life is going just fine
No one ever comes this away
It's a place so darken  
My chances have gone
perhaps it’s best
let’s go back and sit  
Dark Angel holds me with his lies
I had no-where to go anyway's
no one to call my own
Dark Angel scared them all
from me long ago  
there is no escape he is eating at my soul.  

Judy Emery © 1997
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery