i am burning holes in my lungs trying to forget about you
trying to erase the memories of every time you ever held me in your arms
or every time you kissed my lips.
i wish i could erase the feeling of your hands on my skin
i can never wash you away
you are a permanent mark on my heart, on my soul.
i don't know how i will ever find a way to be without you, because sometimes it feels physically impossible.
i thought i did it before, but one look in your eyes and i was yours again.
i am broken over you again, except this time the pieces are scattered into a million tiny shards.
given the circumstances of our situation, it really feels like this is the end of everything.
i just wish i held onto you a little bit longer the last time.