Mom, I love you so much
I always had
I never understood why we
could never show really how we felt
It hurts me that you're in your rest bed
I felt I was about to lose my mind
to see you like that
I know I cannot be locking back
but the old past has its way of coming back
mom but deep down within my heart
I have known you always had loved me
from the very start.

Judy Emery © 2016
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery