The hurt that comes over me
every time I start to think about you,
it's not that I love you
that could never be you see
its just knowing you was ever in my life
even when I never wanted you to
just the thoughts are bad enough
but those old memories
keeps eating away on my mind
day and night
Oh, how it makes me cry
you hunt me in my sleep
you give me bad dreams
you make me scream
you are so mean to me
you are killing my spirit slowly
but I stand up boldly to you
it hurts to never move on past you
it is like I'm reliving this nightmare
over and over in my mind
this is making me sick most of the time
I can still feel you are near me
your eyes always on me
No matter all those years that has past
you still have your ways of coming back
I remember you every word
that made me hurt
your cold touch I can still feel
that makes me so ill
but when I awake
suddenly you are gone in a cloud of dust.

Judy Emery © 2004
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery