Essential, essentially so, entirely committed to being thus. It’s life outside of the walls of my home; it’s a staving off of becoming stark-raving-mad.
Awake at 5am, on the pavement by 6.
I take my chances with COVID 19 in service of my family, my state, myself and men whom are frightened, shot, stabbed, burned, broken humans afraid of nothing on the other side of incarceration except for their futures, uncertain, stopped short by a virus, an unseen enemy, a murderer without a shadow, killing, perhaps in well-lit hallways, carried in by the unsuspecting usual suspects. No fever. No cough. Carriers nonetheless.
I can’t stay home.
Because, idle hands do The Devil’s business, and God never comes to visit.
So, I need neighbors to shelter-in-place saving lives; mine, theirs, as well as others yet to be begun once again, free.