Why does it hurt so much to care?
Life seems to be so unfair.
While you’re off forgetting about me,
I try to hold in my tears so you won’t see
How upset I am when you’re not around,
But I keep myself quiet and I don’t make a sound.
You seem so happy, likes nothing’s ever wrong,
But I sit by my phone waiting for far too long.
I often wonder why I put up with all this pain.
But when I see you my heart goes insane.
It’s got to be those cool blue eyes,
That can’t see behind my face that lies.
I’m so happy when I’m in your arms,
But in the back of my mind there’s the sound of alarms,
warning me that when you’re gone,
Everything will seem like a dream that lasted too long.
I wish you felt the pain I feel.
Maybe you would try not to steal,
My heart as often as you do,
Since you throw it away when I’m not with you.
I wish I could let go and leave,
But I seem to wear my heart on my sleeve.
This little inch of my heart is slowly dying,
While I sit in bed every night crying.
Because that’s how much I care for you.
I wish you would let your heart give in too.