My blood is on fire
can't help that your my desire
It builds hotter each day
I try to make it go away
But it's far to hard
having you just wasn't in my cards
You make it so clear you don't want me
I'm the best choice you have why don't you see
You tell me not to look at you like that
and sometimes I feel like you personal floor mat
You don't mean to hurt me like this
and one day you'll realize it's me you miss
Did you really miss me or just need help again
you make loving you feel like a sin
I never want to lose you
but I know I can't share too
You don't want me and that's ok
but deep down I keep hope you will some day
Don't judge me for how I feel
for now I'm just learning how to deal
I know nothing will change I'm not dumb
right now I just try and stay numb