heavy
i'm a hollow shell
empty
i knew i wasnt doing well

but i didnt really think
it would get this bad
not my first time seeing a shrink
but not like this, never this sad

there's some ******* a stretcher
her eyes look empty too
maybe its the weather
but you know its you

grey walls and tile floor
my heart quivers
there's gotta be more
it can't be the fear the darkness the shivers

some guy in a groufit cracks a joke
his arm's in a cast
shut up! i need a smoke
happiness feels like distant past

my appointment is late
but i must stay polite
though i wait and wait
marinading in fluorescent light