I always forget how much all of this hurts because of how happy and safe you make me feel
but last night I cried for you on the shower floor at 2 am, and my entire body ached with longing as I thought about how much I want to hold you
But I can't say it
When I fall asleep and slip into a dream, its a summer night where the incandescent stars kiss the darkness, and you're there with me
its hazy and warm, and you're there with me
I think I might be a little starry eyed