when you told me you loved me for the first time, i thought i’d never need to hear the words again
when you said we’d have our dream house, our dream life, our dream kids, i thought i’d never need to plan again
when you smiled with me and laughed at me and wound yourself so tightly around me that i thought you’d never leave, i knew i’d never need to search again.
but when you said that “this just isn’t what i need anymore”, i thought i hadn’t felt pain like that before.
i was wrong, cause
when you said that you’d forgotten what our first kiss was like, you broke me all over again.
and i wanna clarify that i hate you for it. always.