One of my wishes is to be loved
from heaven above
because I came from a family
that didn't know how to show love
or even know love
their hearts are too cold
standing around being bold
How needed words when
you can see the evil on their faces
that tells the story of my life
I come from a family that was never kind
I truly think they are out of their minds
gave me a life of gloom
living on the edge of doom
This old emptiness
I had to learn to forgive
yet I never found happiness
all of this killing at my soul
night and day  
I still carry the pains
that has turned my poor heart cold  
I know so very well
I lived the life of a living hell.


Judy Emery © 2011
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Judy Emery