Almost twenty years later starting to gain ground Understanding comes bitter and sweet always believeing I was ahead foolish always believing I was so strong denial always avoiding the issue truth
Truth is fear has led to defeat Harsh times led to retreat For no other reason than fear Bigger problem is letting go
Inexperience still wallows in the cavity my being takes hold Smothering in fear of losing Holding so tight everything is brusing Bones so tense its confusing Anxious over absolutely nothing So ******* needy it is crazy
Got too much time been around people too long forgot that it is okay to be alone