I build an altar, parade in the streets **** on a sugar skull, stamp on your grave. I want to weep, but instead I write words like skeletons that leap and click their heels grinning with jaws of orange like choked marigolds.
I wear a warren of jade, a den of ivory, a lair of shells to wake the dead with a dance.
Why do the catrinas resemble you as you live? Why do the calaveras still smile and tip their top hats mockingly at your tombstone?
Alone in the colors and candles, I row this mariposa dipping my paddle like sugarcane in taffy reverberating grief like a sack of chattering teeth.
From Ocotepec to Patzcuaro, masks mourn their losses, stars are pulled from the night islands are invaded, bones rattle like marionettes bells seek their towers, corpses leave their caskets crosses fly like kites, feet clap in a frenzy mayors deliver speeches, waves stutter ponderously souls are exhumed from tobacco smoke yellow ribbons cascade from the deaths heads and we all dance like madmen, the dead grieving the living and the living grieving life.
Is this the red chaos that you gulped down, the dagger that distended your stomach? Who draws from the pail that draws from your well?
Your body is half water. You will rise with the moon and pass as we all dance like madmen.