Clinging losely
To whatever you have left for me
Privately
I talk to myself
Why are you here?
I don't understand
You say you love me
The years prove it true
But, God, I'm ugly
Utterly void of any virtue
I swear I'm dying inside.
I know you can't save me
But let's pretend
If only for a moment
That you and I are real
Am I enough?
I don't feel so
I never do
You don't know what I see
Mirrors aren't kind to me
....
God, I hope you know me.