Life is but only Just an illusion of death So cold and lonely As I draw my last breath On my death bed Reminiscing memories Of things I said Beautiful thoughts Flowing through my head Thinking of all The right I have wronged For the simplicity of death Oh how I have longed The complications of life Made it hard to live The lack of receptions Made it hard to give The way life passed me by Kept me solitary Even as I lay ready to die Death mocks me And keeps me alive I struggle and squirm And try not to survive He refuses to deal A fatal blow He wants me to feel The pain of death row Now I see The punishment Bestowed upon me With the end so near All is clear Suddenly I donβt want to die But inevitable death Passes me by