“Can all the ladies and guys leave the room except YOU- I got a message for you- I guess I’ve gained the guts to tell you...”

Dear You...

I refuse to say
this Precious HEART
of mine
fell for THE F#CKBOY
I call you...

I mean not so long ago
You were
in-love with the
same LOVE
that SPAT you out
and BROKE your
  LITTLE HEART
but you didn’t
call it that...

Instead like a LION you
  PREYED another
    girl that seemed
  to meet the
IDEAL PICTURE
of what this
  World calls ...
  ‘HOURGLASS FIGURE’


Well...
Dear You ...

I’m sorry I only
FIT the list
for your
    own PLEASURE

I guess
to me that’s
   what felt like
        LOVE

“I’m sorry I just got
   the courage to say these words now”

Dear You...

If you don’t
mind
LENDING ME YOUR EYES
   then maybe I’ll
   understand
What everything
meant to YOU

FOOL AROUND
with a Broken
GIRL
then hopefully
    she won’t fall

I’m not saying
  ‘I LOVE YOU’
But

What about the others ?
What about the List
  Of GIRLS on your
     Phone?
What about ME??

I’m sorry
but I can’t
   keep on
   CHOOSING  your
  PLEASURE
cause I’ll never
   be like them...

DEAR YOU...
  Lend me your
EYES and I’ll lend you
   my HEART
then maybe we will
   both understand
What we are
    CHASING...
or maybe FIGHTING
    for...

And I’m not talking
about LOVE OR LUST

But

YOU and I

A.M

~Philma