Today I realized something unlike anything I have ever felt before.
That I am deeply, unconditionally in love with you.
but something happened.
You left,
and whats worse is that I didn't stop you.
I let you leave, and just like that you walked out of my life.
I spent the last minutes we had together acting as if nothing was going to change.
and thats the worst feeling. That i just wasted those last minutes we had.
Because to me; we had just gotten to know each other and you leaving wasnt an option.
It didnt seem real, I put it off till the last minute.
And thats what hurts the most. That I wasted the time we had.
I dont know what I am to you, but know that I love you.
I didnt know the feeling before today but now I do.
I didnt realize what I had and now your gone.
You got on that plane and I wont ever see you again.
The fact that I will never see that goofy smile or those blue eyes ever again.
And that you will soon forget the color of my eyes.
I wasted so much time thinking, and not enough time acting.
So dont do what I did. Don't lose that person.
Because I honestly dont know if I will ever find someone like this again.
And one day I promise we will meet again.  And I will tell you how I have always felt about you.
I wont forget the memories we shared. So please dont forget me.
I will love you forever.