The not-quite-last-minute Can't-won't-can't-can't-can't-absolutely-not Turn away walk away driveway exit slow down blow kiss She breathes on a bed Inhales exhales Invisible cigarette Pink hair astray Understands so much, too much Eyes send fantasy and receives fact Fact doesn't change, fact is solid, is Earth, is stable, loyal, disciplined She nods and smiles too widely Blushes with physical vulnerability Mind detached, the doctor is in Observation purposes only This is a test This is only a test She turns it all around in that bright-side way she does Some kind of odd redemption The most perfect awkward closure Goodbye We've ****** the whole thing dry The last tension black hole intensity anti-gravity Astrally-inclined fly away now out-of-body-experience Separate space from time Follow me down to the cellar door Open, something inside, the last ghost Makes no noise as it drowns in the vaccuum Closing, locking, throwing away the skeleton key Nothing to open left, no more surprises, no more last kisses This is the most something of a nothing It speaks its silence in itself.