I write these words from boredom. Where they lead to, I know not. All I know, is that I write from boredom. Some say boredom is an opportunity to be creative. Others find that statement manipulative.
Boredom finds a way to make me yawn, and strikes when I least expect. I always wonder when it will hit next. I'm lucky when it leaves, and pray that is does not return.
Boredom isn’t what we think it is, not an opportunity, not a cage, not an adventure, not a fading bruise. It’s an unexplainable phenomenon.
Boredom is what keeps me from leaving bed, on a cloudy, Monday afternoon. Boredom makes me blindly stare, and makes me whisper even when I’m alone. Boredom isn’t something, nor the lack of it.
It’s a grey canvas. Theres something different about the nothingness, it’s not like it used to be. Yet, it’s not much different, is it?