i hate that it ended this way
we went through all that
just to end up as strangers again
like none of it mattered
i would've left you alone
if i knew this is how it would end

i hate having to pretend i'm okay
pretend i'm done and gone
it's all an act,
all this strength,
all this not giving a ****.
is it an act for you too?
or are you really that ******* heartless?

maybe i'm just ******* stupid.