Byproduct of Apocalypse Friend of the catastrophe The thing that's getting over is my lease But the scars aren't fading from the time named leash I don't know whether my mind's in a breeze Or it's about to cease Folded to the thousand layer But now all there's left is crease Talking was never an option so I grabbed onto my keyboard keys If there's a note playing it's the most lowest key The most silent one The pressure on me is now over a million ton And its held up again point-blank of a gun I wish I could gather it and force it to run But the soul's been scorched by the brightest sun I'm friend's with thousands But none are mine Maybe the one messing up with me is time And feeling is my crime There's a diffrent tone of these lines And now stillness and silence to me are pretty fine. Held my head with my own hands down In the river, I drown These words might act like truth making you frown I'm the joker & I'm the clown Held sky high by this barbed wire crown (shhh it's not held sky high, its hung sky high...) This my legacy this is my town I stand at the lowest None can push me down. Gauged eyes Slitted wrist Crushed fingers Broken legs Dead mind All of this together isn't even a bit Of a catastrophic soul To be at this point It's a real heavy toll Dancing dead for the end at the dema's pole Hope this goes straight over your hear otherwise it's a close call And now my art become a mall With time and thinking as the price With the product of your choice From rock'n'roll to Annabelle the doll All from black to brown In the river, I drown These words might act like truth making you frown I'M THE JOKER I'M THE CLOWN.