take your fingers and one by one trail them down my back so that I can catalogue the feeling later on. january 6: moving south with a speed of one vertebrae per half minute; progress is slow, final destination is not in sight, but outlook is still surprisingly hopeful. you are allowed to map my body with your mouth so that one day I can write out the experience. february 17: found that three teeth marks down my neck there is a breach in the seemingly solid fortress; careful, you will find an opening point of shivers and gasps. better yet if you can keep me up so long at night that there is no time to write these things, let me instead journal them on my nerve endings. march 30: my skin is music that only you have the ears to hear, and you think it’s a beautiful sound. but please, never let this be written: *april 1: it’s not a joke, you told me. you have new bodies to find and explore; I guess I’m the fool here.