As I rest beneath a sturdy willow
I dream of days long past,
Of long before my universe
Had veered from its straight path.
I have lived a life with happiness;
I have no reason to complain,
But imagining things that could have been
Overwhelms my heart with pain.
I wonder if he'd be here with me,
Relaxing by my side,
Maybe we'd have children now,
To fill my life with pride.
But in this life I'm here alone,
Lost love my one regret,
And despite the grief it causes me,
I pray I don't forget.
As I stare up at the swaying branches,
I hum an ancient tune,
And though the words are long forgotten,
The melody stays true.
I feel a breeze upon my skin,
And the song begins to soothe,
Despite the choice I wish I'd made,
I find comfort in one truth.
That dwelling on my past mistakes
Will never bring you here,
That there's beauty in this world to find,
Even though you're never near.
I must focus on the subtle hope
That joy will find me soon,
But before I start to crest that hill,
I must appreciate the moon;
To humble myself enough to see
The awe in my surroundings,
All the gifts this world provides,
On display for us so proudly.