Im sorry for getting you mad Im sorry i need help I'm not smart I know you are You tried to teach Maybe i didn't learn enough Maybe you woulda stated I guess the truth is The truth is i miss you The truth is i wanna die I don't wanna live Not without a reason Im a klusterfuk I know you cant see this You blocked me on everything I hope your finally happy If i believed in god Id pry every night Just to keep you safe Sometimes i do I feel lost without you Truth is i just need... I just need my drug back Your my drug I may not drink or use But i use you as my drug... I'd do anything to relapse...