its been a year. a whole year.
it still hurts too.

i used to give you my all. i gave you everything you ever asked for. i almost gave up my best friend ever because you didnt think it was a worthwhile friendship. i spent every penny of mine on you. i took you on family trips of mine.

you couldnt even give me the time of day near the end of it. all you wanted was one thing and i said no. what do you do? you cheated on me with a so called friend. you broke me in a new way.

i cant look at you without crying. i managed to go months without thinking of you and tonight something reminded me of you and i lost it. you were my one reason to live back then and you left like our relationship meant nothing to you.

i used to think we would last forever. hell, the few times youve popped in my head its me hoping youll come back. i used to think we worked, that we were better together. but you never loved me; it was all a lie. you never cared.

its been a whole year
and it still hurts.