No two relationships are the same, we are different people with....different people. Who I am with my best friends is different from who I am at work, And so when someone leaves, they take that person with them.
What I miss the most of you leaving, is that person. That me. That girl, who was carefree and silly and real. Who was hyper and loud and herself.
But I would loose a thousand such people, if that means you could breathe again, I miss you each and everyday. And just you being alive and well, would be everything, irregardless of if I could be alive with you.
Now I just hope you are in a better place, Because that's the least you deserve. You were good people.