It's so weird how seconds change what's been going on for years. The idea that people, relationships and circumstances are like sand in your cupped hands until you spread your fingers and ****! it all slips away in a matter or seconds. You can try to pick the sand back up but you'll never get the same sand. Once you let that kind of stuff slip everything changes, and it's so amazing and frightening that constants can subside in a matter of moments.