Ya I get it, i wasn't trying for upmost control In fact I forbid it Left behind thoughts of well, who did it Who gripped to hard and tipped it In the favor In the flavor of rot, sickly not sweet But **** like a summer sun over a fools smoking gun I miss your heat Please creep into mine again Deep inside astride a genetic reject Of a High horse We stayed high of course Headlong the joust though I keep thinking My lance was shrinking Guess the credit amassed off the best *** had To run out sometime And here I am with this blatant punishing example of What my blindside refuse to turn and see And you're happy And its all I want, but im still gonna be here drowning And you're happy