the corner of my fetal mind paste what about the skin of demons the shadow that turns away a slow placid individual hollow from everywhere the caution of snow-wheels cling to manifest the picture burning inside an apartment for rent outside walls carried memory of days eyes and bones demand face what if nobody’s here the idea myself as sunshine with so much to offer easier what is the difference the sentence that defines unbelief the chain breaks I wish dilate the never-belief wondering effect paste my ***** on your voice an animal feel i cannot deal with your sense an unborn skull the wallowing feet under cypress skies of fleece and miniature dogmas slices of fragments red purple green crows sound the deep drum beat i accept where i fall a flashing voice collapsing towards the inside throwing punishment the idea that i am foliage corresponding thought process that machines never agree pale doledrum insomnia my hands the lines of another car the breath of being manipulated killing instant the shoehorn a new salt visiting magnolia a knee high minute falling upside my carpe diem **** fist theory and all day i plead for the corrosion to move within you the system eating itself into oblivion i announce it when ears are in rooted to the floor i had a dream of a jesus picture on a fanbelt curved ***** **** on the outside apocalypse on my lips fumes down on the floor a few hours’ days gone i am stripped speechless walking home for me can this be your silence pregnant with strange looseness in its belly stars fragile your arms pins forced into throat calming touch faking the ***** sounds of avocado thursday lust driven into soiled ground crumbling face in another room they lay your hands on me a fragrance of wings missing an unexplained dense and unchanged kind of melting from you i give in the shoulder manufactures what is real to the sound life is liveable nothing accepted when offered the thought process of engines an angry naked shout the underbelly of hanging to what i show you baking soda explosives cake walk fixations on the vaginas of modern andromeda i hope to never be lost with your sanctuary dog sized emotions a world punching out its timecard from the slot a season for betrayals the mantra of your dreams dead enough to explain myself a sunken cheek caring for the sun a sweet lullaby placing of hand the round syndrome between the ****** thighs the strings attached are anything but labeled upstairs is another passenger first name last name instead mute all that is here ashes unnecessary you the collective harm of all those images which if excluded contain the replacement address of my kidney being molested or is it the usage of hiding anything dove’s postage junk mail what you’ve seen before the cost of being asked two days late my fluorescent teeth the talk of spit blood and **** magnification of insects the body moves fondled colors blend a ****** the ****** the cortex of beethoven no answer yet on the verge of letting go wall of trees a crowd of tongues the simple denial of light my envelope seed in cornucopia grinding teeth machine a pullover switchblade wake up from me given the distant sun wrapped in ****** on clothes my miracle tomorrow your fingers in me contemplating the ounces of an inch thick sore calmly anything in surrounding distortion a weight of idle hands needles the acid belly fortress within your tourniquet the victim of my believing in you silent dead motionless butterflies cradle the eyes in the slit of dawn’s early malice complacent and mind full the choke hold is apparent in you i wanted it heart and throat convulsions the situation derives in itself the wondering thought your sickness dives among our ***** oiled mouths spread like a homeless saint save your self from the outside of me as i look up you dissolve the undeniable number of times i spent inside you it beats on one short felt breath my time is gone everything’s alright on my back seeing unreal reasons for wanting a crawling thought a slip off the hand grinding small animals the door opens still life asphyxiation the roundness of my echo inside this explosion I ask for blind allegiance to your ***** the simple duration of lust and gasping acquaintances I have had but all in tiny dreams that eat away at my intestines and rows or birds wait for their turn at me for empty boxes cold whispers and dead words are what is left