Nonsense

I am hollow like the fragile bones

of birds soaring through the sky

I am numb as the anesthetics used in a surgery

I am quiet yet loud

I contradict myself

from my words and my thoughts

will you still love me when I break

time and time again

will you still kiss my lips

when I retreat into myself

to escape the pain I have seen

the pain I have experienced

I put my thoughts to paper

because my mind is to cluttered to hold them

thoughts spill out in a furious waterfall

of unspoken words

from my closed mouth

will you

will you

see the world as I see it

sit back and observe

the complex emotions, stories, lives

of human creatures

my mind never stops

rambling

I go on and on

I have nothing to say

I have said to much

I am not perfect

I am flawed and misused

I wish to inspire brilliance

but I do not know what to say

take my words away from me

do not do so

I may suffocate and die

I do not know what to say

have I said to much

of pointless things

I have said to little

I like to question the universe

rambling on

will you still care for me

with the invisible tear tracks

on my cheeks

or my uneven teeth

and my eyes that are to large

or do you even exist

will you care for me if you

are not real

this is it

I have lost my mind

bury me with patchwork canvases

of art from long lost lovers

this makes no sense

I make no sense

common sense is creeping into

my raging brain

I need to go to sleep

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