do you still despise your father because he had another woman, & left you & your brother for her? "oh no, now, no one will ever care"
do you still resent your mother because she turned a blind eye & collasped with shame when it came to light? "oh no, I'll be more unyielding than that"
& so it is no small wonder to me that when you gaze atΒ Β yourself you must see the ***** that you are you still take his money after all.
that sort of self-disgust must be pretty hard to swallow, digest. no wonder, you're always hungry & hollow oh you'll consume anything he pays for
(I, myself, must admit I made the mistake of finding an abyss inside a void)
but spaces are not always places aches are not always pains I loved you once