And just when I think that this struggle is too hard, When I think that my Lover could not possibly want me back; Just when you've spoken enough of your old familiar lies, And JUST when you thought you'd won me over… T H E R E. H E. I S. …my True Love. "Finally!" I say. I am out of breath due to you smothering and stifling sentences. "Some Air! I can breathe," and I breathe You in deep.