I'm eluding my colors and fading to black
I've come to the crossroads there's no turning back
I'm lost in this hell, this concept of me
This painful desire to set myself free
What are the choices that i should have made
Why didnt i listen to the life i craved?
When will i realize this was not meant to be
This withering lifeless body of me
How did i get here, and why did i go?
When did my  breaths become achingly slow
Why didnt i listen or pretend that i see,
How can i be living this dying of me

carolann