without warning-
a sound sparks
an errant memory
which leaves me
suddenly
off
balance
a moment of courage
replaced
by an hour of doubt
confidence
turns
skeptical
reasoning
becomes
questioning
with no answer
to assuage
increasing unease
I step to the mirror
desperately searching for recognition
in the face looking back
shapes transform as they come into focus
insecurities surface
leaving me to drown...
in a pool of reflection...