One minute to the next I look back and think Where did I go wrong? It’s like a sad song
My heart is broke I lost my girl I’m lost in this world I ponder what silence would be like
Silence ? 24 hours a day I hear screams I plead with them They just laugh
36 pills didn’t work All I thought about was what a **** I couldn’t even do that right Stupid **** all I wanted was peace
I once hung a rope I jumped and hung for about 45 seconds The rope broke I looked up with such dissatisfaction I wanted peace
All the signs are there I mope I sleep a lot I even cried out for help Only to be told I’m weak
I only want peace At any cost It’s a game I need to learn how to beat Suicide the end to the pain The love isn’t there My heart is dead.
Take that 45 put it to my head Bang I’ll be dead I’ll be gone And all your problems will be to.
I’m a burden I am no good for anyone Until my moment of peace I say to you all I’ll play this game Shuffle the deck Rummy is on Don’t worry I’ll go on.
Life is complicated thoughts of suicide is a reoccurring problem. I just play the game.