It was not important, what you said.
It was not really the end of life
when you were leaving.  You took
all  sound with you.  But the rain.

Drenched and bone cold I
called you.

You hid in the tall bushes.  Tied as
you were to my voice you still
broke free. I was untethered
and alone.  I cried
as I left you in the dark.

You are silence leashed to my
last memory.  I was untried and
I lost.

I breathed your air.  You inhaled
me.  I told you I wouldn't hurt you.
But I killed the first fragile filaments
of touch, of kiss.  You folded like
a cloth in the night.  I ran to God
who didn't want me.

I have written poems with
the ink of time's pallette.
Colors I remember.  Did you
cry that night you left me in the
rain?  I died for three days.

You can find me, if you look,
behind time's trickster.

You don't like heartbreak poems.
I know this much.  Your impatience
defies reality.  I melt the ink
with which you scoff.  I am
not heartbroken.

I am become death.

I linger alone.

Caroline Shank