I must exist to her To exist truly to myself This endless ramble Through Hades Is forever exhausting And fraught with youth’s peril Draining life and love from me Simply to exalt her being
I'm forever wandering Between two distant worlds Crossing the threshold Between life and imagined death Perhaps to find a word To label my torment Though it, like me Must not exist
It could not exist And why should it? I do not exist And why should I? We are nothing If we are not objects In the starry eyes Of love.