I’ve just been lost. I’ve been lost this whole time. Floating through the years. I’ve been standing still and going back. It’s always the same. The same with different characters.
Ive been lost looking for my home. Somewhere to rest. I’m just so tired of fighting, tired of being lost. I just need to rest a little while and find myself. Whoever that might be. There’s so many false layers to remove.
I  miss you. You made sense . You just were. What you said was who you were. What you did is who you were. You Left this last layer uncovered and left me feeling lost. Open and unsure of who I’ve been and who i am. Every decision is doubtful, more than normal. Every intuition is questioned. Every good just doesn’t feel right anymore, the bad feels deserving. I’m just so tired of being lost.
I’ve been floating through the years way before you. Unsure of who I am. Placed a layer day by day, year by year, pain by pain, layer over layer. I lost myself with in myself. You left me bare and uncovered and I don’t know who I am anymore. I’m so lost.