First it got real, Then so deep I couldn't Get out. So I just hunker down. Here comes the cold rain, I'll walk the pond before The storm, Watch the windshield steam Before breaking into sobs In the lining of a dark coat, Alone on a lunch break In the same afternoons for months. How does one Ponder such felicity? Do I pander such sellout? I think not. Only the bird man, Feeding the flock One eye out for the hawk, A Sage, and slightly mad, Pondering the downside of Everything else. Who lost the sun one summer, Down in the crucible Waiting on the acid test, Sure in its measure
This poem was written about a valley experience many of us walk. But for all the pain, sometimes we are purified in the process.