burning again in my Asian diaspora, solemn as a coin in a fountain dreaming of a well. i sleep where slipping into something is more cloak than adventure… suturing the wound that tomorrow brings with a thread of hope…. combing the bottom of the sea. i eat all the hammers that an anvil resents. i awake on the beach with a blue coconut lodged in my desolate wings.. with so many phantoms i can hardly cross swords with the moon - too busy slipping into constant joy piracy and the palaver of my grim adjustments to the common explode.
these lights that i’ve knit into black coins are real lights and the sun knows the darkside of a simple prayer is more like a moth enthrall of a neutral calamity. there are no kings where a queen is stitching harm into a canvas of woe. only the indolent pearls of our most dire pavilions, marching into flatlands as comical as a flat spoon.
you have summer on your face but can’t seem to simmer down to a long pause made of brief encounters with sunshine and moon dander. you’re always coping with the malignant Always atoning for imagined sins… but spinning out of orbit to align yourself with a nether world of plush toys.
gems spoil in the dark. and you know this at your core. when sleep comes easy you remember your name like a dimmer switch forgetting how to bright.