‘The tribe has spoken’ ‘It just has to be them’ ‘Don’t worry, the pain will be over soon’ ‘Just go! Leave! We don’t want you!’ ‘Freak!’ ‘WHY ARE YOU STILL HERE?!?’ ‘CAN’T YOU SEE YOU’RE NOT WANTED!’
They say words can’t **** you. Yeah, that’s true they can’t **** not on the outside. They **** you slowly from the inside. It doesn’t matter how strong you think you are, how strong you say you are. They **** you and they don’t care. Words are one of the deadliest things out there. It doesn’t matter who you are.
There are words that can **** you and the things they do with the words too will destroy you. I don’t care how old I get or how old you get. I don’t care who you are. I don’t care why you do what you do. I only want to know why. Why hurt me? Why hurt the ones who have stood by you when you were on your knees trapped underwater; not able to breathe, not really living. Why hurt them? Don’t you know that the ones who hurt you are the ones you hold so highly? Can’t you see they are still hurting you?
Though I do guess all dark minds do think alike. I guess your mind turned dark some time ago now. I was just too blind to see it. I guess nothing like that matters now, does it? You are on your own. I’m done always coming second in your life and for you. I hope you got what you wanted, my dark mind…