We love everyone wholeheartedly, but in return we get an experience that we never wished for. Life does not turn out to be the way we always imagined it would be the burden of expectations is weighing me down my eyes are paining and tears are streaming. My heart asks me ..... Was he really worth your life? I smile and say Every second of the pain. I see the light and my whole life in a flashback remembering the words that destroyed me forever. I love you. Wish i had actually known the meaning of this before ruining it for the both of us.