I have fallen for someone just a little older
though, my heart seems to only be getting colder
i lied and said it was a four year difference
but when he found out it was five, it was only a disturbance

he left me alone, without someone there
to catch me when i fell, and left me in despair
now everythings my weakness, and i feel so heartbroken
he's left me alone, with so many words unspoken

nothing will ever fill that place in my heart
he has taken pieces of it with him, in his depart
i miss his arms wrapped around me so tight
and his kisses that got me threw every lonely night

a stupid decition put me in my own purgatory
and left me in sorrow, with no capeable glory
this pain spreads through my body like a fatal disease
the pain in my heart will never be at ease

i have cried so much i can no longer stand
i wish he would come and lend me a hand
fallen to the ground, with every relentless ache
i've lost him over a stupid, dazed mistake