When in your heart you know that it's over, just not man enough to admit it.. So close I could have grabbed it another thing added to my wish list.. It's finished at least I feel it is, pain and sorrow how real it is.. Losing end of the bargain what kind of deal is this, putting my walls back up extra pad locks, made of steel and ****.. You shall not pass, none shall enter, bittersweet memories I'd rather not remember.. I always will that was a lie, along with me saying that ill be fine.. Maybe one day if I find the time, can't blame you, i knew the rules when I passed that line.. Now all that's left is to face my fears, in the back of my mind I knew you'd disappear.. No magic ball but it's crystal clear, you were the piece of my life that was missing dear.. Incomplete I feel that, you couldn't do it I hear that.. Imperfect perfection yes we're that, can you hear that? Ghosts of what we used to be, just thought over time you'd get used to me.. When it came down to it thought you were choosing me, thought wrong you changed up that was news to me.. Now when I come around it's like who is he.. And when you ask, you're what happened to the dude that I used to be..