There is a pleasant silence in my head And dreary pressure joins my dreary thoughts. The color from my waking dreams turns grey Likewise my cloudy vision fills with spots. You cannot know how much relief I feel For you, alas, have skipped and are not here. You left my home and my bronze heart And everything through illness came quite clear. The tree outside my window stands the snow To carry straggling dabs of wintry life. I see more birds in frost than I had before When summer, summer smothered us with strife. You've left: my mouth is cracked a thousand miles. The earth around, I've wrapped with my queer smiles.