there is a darkness in this world so great you can see it outside your window. like a black hole, it takes everything in its vicinity. not even light can escape.
the black hole has a strong pull. but don't give up. learn to watch as the light is pulled into the black hole. seeing the light's last moments before darkness. Such Beauty. you will see the light like no one else. learn to watch. don't give up. the gods will sprinkle chances on you like glitter and your chair will become a throne. your room will become a castle. and the world will flame with fire.
stand up.
spread your arms like wings.
watch the world ablaze below you from your tall castle.
there is no other feeling quite like that. as you see the light meet the darkness. it's beautiful enough to make a man weep.