i've loved and loved and loved so endlessly and so hard that i have yet to heal.

i have eaten my own words and felt the wrath of karma for far too long.

i understand life isn't always beautiful, but how am i supposed to survive without beauty?

am i to live with the bitter ache of this burning pain forever?

it is endless.

i am no longer okay.

i have lost all fight.

i will never be the same again.