why
is it that i feel unsatisfied?
am i constantly at the edge of climax yet not able to reach it?
i feel lost,
without purpose.
why?
i have love and family,
but it's not enough.
why?
i still have this never ending feeling of need.
this growing pain that aches in the pit of my stomach lingers.
why
am i unfulfilled?
am i a shell of what was supposed to be?