why
is it that i feel unsatisfied?
am i constantly at the edge of ****** yet not able to reach it?

i feel lost,

without purpose.

why?

i have love and family,

but it's not enough.

why?

i still have this never ending feeling of need.

this growing pain that aches in the pit of my stomach lingers.

why
am i unfulfilled?
am i a shell of what was supposed to be?