I met my one, Total dud.
Girlfriends, they come and go.
Lies, Manipulations, Fakes.
A few friends, even more so.

Family then?  Disapproval.
Hatred, Fights, Anger.
My Soul Mate?  My other Half?
Abandoned.  I do miss her...

So what's left?  Who's here?
No one but my shadow today.
Always with me, Truly loyal,
S'okay, I don't need others anyway...

At least it won't judge me,
Tell me I'm not good enough.
Won't manipulate or Use me.
Won't mind if I'm not that tough.

It's a bit lonely with him though.
He's not a very talkative guy.
I'd lose what's left of my mind,
If he's all I'll have till I die.

So maybe I'll be more open.
Stop dwelling on being *******.
Maybe meet someone new, Decent,
That might improve this foul mood.