I have lived through my past.
I have lived with my fears.
Being haunted with the demons
Inside out,
Craving for love and affection feeling empty within.
Getting swolled in this hole of loneliness and void space filled with no emotions making me numb ,yet I feel the pain.
It's weird how everything just feels insane.
I wanna live , I wanna die.
For a moment give me back my old life.
I am done with this, there's so much more left to do.
You are not good enough, you are too good for it, just leave and let it be on its own.
You feel like a burden , I need you with me.
Stay calm,  how can I ? I am a thunder within.
It's more than what I want to say, more than what I want people to hear me say.
But I am haunted by the ghost of my future and the ones I create today .
I have lived through my past .
I have lived with my fears .
I am stronger than what people think about me and say.
Just like a Kaleidoscope I reflect what you want to see .
A beauty with no pain no suffering , yet I am just broken pieces of glasses trapped within ....

By - Namrata Shukellu